Lots of legal questions here. I'm not an OR lawyer, and this is not legal advice. I am not and will not assist you with fleeing custody. But generally if you have an arrest warrant, it will be entered into state and federal data bases so that any time you provide your Drivers License number, Social Security number, or other ID numbers you will be flagged and then arrested on the warrant. DHS is almost certainly tapped into all state and federal criminal databases where a warrant would be listed. Applying for any benefits will require providing you ID information, which will flag you, and lead to your arrest. You may also be prevented from leaving your location due to the probation without a court order allowing you to do so. Face the facts that you cannot run, everyone gets caught eventually. And when they do, it's always more severe punishment and it's always really bad timing for the person, and it can be a violent apprehension (no knock raids, guns out, pets shots and killed, property damaged, etc.). Do the right thing, hire a lawyer, follow the rules, and if required turn yourself in. Grow up, put this behind you, do what is required to be done by the law, and get past it and on with your life.
You should assume that any warrant for your arrest is public information, and can be obtained by anyone. And if there is a warrant out for your arrest, you should contact a criminal defense attorney and make arrangements for your lawyer to help you turn yourself in. If there are mitigating circumstances explaining your actions, let your attorney help you make the arguments you need. (If you cannot afford an attorney, it is your right to have one appointed to you. If you surrender yourself, tell the authorities that you will not answer any questions without an attorney present, that you are remaining silent, and that you want a lawyer. And tell the judge that you want an attorney appointed to you free of charge.)
However awful your situation is - and I don't mean to belittle it in any way - do not make it worse by trying to evade authorities. At the very least, schedule a consultation with a criminal defense attorney now to get some bona fide advice in a confidential setting, and don't put any more about your situation online.
As long as a warrant is out for your arrest, then any contact with any government or state agency puts you at immediate risk of arrest. Consult with an attorney in private as soon as you can, so you can get the help you need. Anything else just makes your current situation riskier.