I am in federal district in a civil rights case and am pro se. I argued my case and now the judge ruled amend a forth time...

In which relief can be granted. Can I amend some claims and appeal the cps worker claims ? He struck my 38 page repose to 8 ades defendants as too long and then rules my 17 page response was too choppy. I didn't have room to object when I shortened it to comply but feel that was unjust and just to stymie me and cause undue hardship for resubmitting all of the evidence and discs is costly. I have until Tuesday to either amend it or appeal although I discovered policy and used the wring law on one claim . I do not know what to do . I guess for if he dismisses it and I appeal . Can I appeal without amending and just some defendants or part of it and amend some defendants and claims? I am frozen as to what to do. No attorneys will help parents here.